Presented by Gabriel of Urantia & Niánn Emerson Chase
to members and guests of Global Community Communications Church at a World-Wide Sunday Service
Teaching by Niánn Emerson Chase
When I started thinking about the topic of overcoming, I realized immediately that I could go in many directions on this. There’s so much that all of us human beings have to overcome in order to have a life of dignity, purpose, fulfillment, and happiness. In many places on the planet millions of people have much to overcome in order to merely stay alive; they don’t even consider the quality of their lives, just that they survive another hour or another day.
In considering my own overcoming processes throughout the years, I have come to the conclusion that the largest blockage to my peace of mind and enjoyment of life has been myself.
The Smeagol-Gollum Syndrome
For you who have watched the last couple of years the Lord of the Rings series of films, I’m sure, like me, you will remember for a long time the creature Gollum who was consumed with getting his “preciousssss” back. When the good and sincere hobbit, Frodo, met Gollum, he recognized something in him. Frodo recognized that at one time Gollum had been a more comely, kinder, lovable personality. In fact, Gollum belonged to a people similar to the gentle hobbits. What happened to Gollum? What circumstances and choices led to Gollum’s monstrous physical appearance and his pitifully devious and deadly ways?
As the story of the battle between good and evil forces unfolds in the Lord of the Rings, we not only observe the rise and fall of well-intentioned persons, but the perseverance and steadfastness in the stronger, more godly ones. We observe the continuous challenges that the characters (heroes or villains) have to face, the choices that they have to continually make for good or for evil. Individuals have to overcome many temptations that tantalize with the promise of power, glory, fame, riches, beauty, acceptance, ease, and so on. Some are able to overcome the temptations to give in to error, sin, and iniquity, and some buckle under.
A long, long time ago Gollum gave in to his desire for something that belonged to someone else. He folded to covetousness and envy, and with that one choice followed other choices of betrayal and murder that resulted in an isolated and lonely life of continual flight from those who would have what he had. Gollum also spent the rest of his life fleeing from the voice of his higher self. Each time Gollum made a choice for the lower way out of divine pattern, he became a little uglier, inside and out, until he becomes a pitiful, but dangerous, slimy creature, with barely a glimmer of what he had been before his fall.
After years of living in filth (I speak literally as well as metaphorically), Gollum meets Frodo who is able to see that glimmer of what is left of Gollum’s higher self, of what he had been before in a higher world of friendship, meaningful labor, laughter, and beauty.
We viewers of the Lord of the Rings watch Gollum, after encountering and staying with Frodo, fluctuate back and forth between his higher and lower selves. It is a brilliant presentation of a personality’s struggles to reach for something that was lost long, long ago; something good and decent that used to be a part of himself, when his name was Smeagol.
This Smeagol-Gollum syndrome, this struggle between the higher and lower self, is something each one of us experiences on this fallen world. For some it is more intense than for others. For some the Smeagol part is stronger, more dominant; for others it is the Gollum part. Sometimes we may have a week of being Gollum-like, and then regain our higher selves, and Smeagol dominates.
Note that I have put Smeagol first in naming the Smeagol-Gollum syndrome. I do that because, in reality, the higher self is the real identity, the connection to the personality circuitry of the Universal Father. In this adjudication where each of us must realign with that broken circuitry, the good in us that we once had, as well as our potential greatness, is more real than the false identities that we have acquired in our brokenness.
In one of the papers in The Cosmic Family, Volume II, we are told by Celestial Overcontrol, when referring to the rehabilitation and reconciliation process that we humans are going through here in Divine Administration, they prefer to use the term realignment instead of repentance. From my perspective, that change in usage of terminology is huge. Realignment includes repentance, but it also encompasses much, much more, which I am not going to expand upon at this time.
The Importance of Guidance From Eldership in Order to Overcome Gollum
All of us have to overcome the Gollum within us, on a daily basis. I’m sure you are all familiar with the saying, “Your greatest enemy is yourself.” Thank goodness there are the Frodos and Aragons and Gandalfs here in Divine Administration who see the Smeagol in us and whether in the Mother-, Son-, or Father circuitry challenge us to overcome the lurking Gollum who would bury Smeagol.
Gollum felt unjustly treated, attacked, and even violated when Frodo gave him an opportunity for a new identity, one that he had before on a higher world Smeagol. And yet, there were times when the Smeagol in him felt gratitude and a sense of loyalty to the strong love that Frodo extended to him.
Can you too relate to the back and forth of the Smeagol-Gollum syndrome? Like Gollum, you too have much to overcome within yourselves in order to become Smeagol, in order to become your higher identity that is within your personality circuitry.
Like Gollum was with Frodo’s strong stance in being on the side of right, I too have been very angry with my elders, Paladin and TaliasVan of Tora, in their strong stance in truth and shedding light on my own dio (error). Haven’t all of you had similar Gollum-like responses to your elders human and otherwise?
My feelings of resentment, anger, and hurt have always been very temporary, for I know that the message I am receiving is “right on,” even though I may not like what I’m hearing. As I have grown and ascended, those feelings and attitudes towards my elders have lessened considerably, and the times that I experience them are very brief now, lasting only seconds or moments. With the help of the Threefold Spirit of God within me, I am able to overcome those lower, debilitating emotions, reactions, and attitudes quickly and regain my sense of balance, dignity, compassion, and enjoyment of life.
Admonishment and counsel often feel “bad,” at least initially. Often my own children feel that I am attacking them when I am merely disciplining or giving guidance as a responsible, loving parent.
Experiences With My Elders Paladin and Gabriel of Urantia and With the Adjudication Process
We here in Divine Administration have to overcome many misunderstandings and misjudgments of who and what we are, especially the leadership. One of the complaints I hear is that Paladin and Gabriel do not reflect a loving, merciful, forgiving God; they reflect punishment and fear, etc. etc. That’s how Gollum saw sweet, gentle Frodo, but Smeagol saw something quite different.
I have experienced (and continue to experience God) in so many ways, but always divinely loving, merciful, and just even within the adjudication process. I see Paladin as very loving and gentle, as well as strong and admonishing, and I have benefited tremendously over 16 years from his presence in my life with the audio fusion material complement, TaliasVan of Tora/Gabriel of Urantia.
I recall my first two encounters with Paladin. At the time of these encounters I did not know him as Paladin, the finaliter, etc. etc. He presented himself to me before I even met Gabriel or had seen The URANTIA Book.
The first encounter was a year or two before meeting Gabriel, during a time where I used transcendental meditation techniques that I had adapted to my own personal spiritual life. Daily I spent about 20 minutes in each session one in the early morning and one after work in the afternoon sitting in solitude and quiet, emptying my mind of my thoughts so that I could hear from God and divine mind. (I still practice this discipline, just adapted to my current reality.) During one afternoon session I had a “sensing” of a male spirit presence, and suddenly a face appeared in my mind’s eye. It was all so quick, and, frankly, I was shocked. Usually my meditations are very gentle and restful, with realizations and impressions flowing into my mind that enhance my worship and help spiritize my perceptions. Occasionally other experiences would happen, like visual or audio impressions, but this was the first time a personality who seemed more human-like was so present. And though he seemed familiar, as if I knew him, I wasn’t very comfortable with him, for he seemed so strong and so male!
My strong feminist leanings came to the surface, and I bristled. But another part of me felt an attraction to this figure, for I “knew” he was wise and saw much of me that I did not see in myself. Part of me had always wanted to see the worse parts of myself, but part of me feared and resented this personality knowing me, all of me. It was all so brief, seconds, but the intrigue I felt never left.
So, in my second encounter at Red Rock Crossing at the base of Cathedral Rock, in July 1987, five months before I met Gabriel, I recognized this male presence who had appeared previously to me. I have referred much to this second encounter in previous teachings, so I won’t go into detail.
What I do want to share is that I experienced the same mixed feelings and resistance that I did in my first encounter. As you probably can recall from reading The Divine New Order, when Paladin first introduced himself to Gabriel, he presented himself as Sky Hawk. When I first met Sky Hawk through Gabriel, I immediately recognized him as the personality I had encountered twice before in a meditation and in an awake vision at Red Rock Crossing.
In the ensuing weeks and months, I often struggled with Celestial Overcontrol’s information and guidance, for it challenged my own ways of seeing certain things. I recall that the primary midwayers who were our first unseen counselors and teachers telling Gabriel and me that they and other celestial personalities of Overcontrol, who would be working with us, would give us information and guidance that would at times “go against our grain.” (They actually used those words!) I found that immediately to be true, and often I would argue with them, get angry with the human vessel Gabriel, and so on, but I usually would see their perspective if I gave myself some time with the Threefold Spirit of God.
Occasionally I wasn’t able to see or agree with the celestial perspective (or the human Gabriel’s), but I chose to follow through with their guidance anyway or to just give myself even more time. I still do that at times, and these choices I refer to as my choices in faith. Frankly, there have been a few times when I obstinately did it my way rather than the differing celestial way (or human Gabriel’s) and have realized after the fact that I made a mistake. In hindsight, I can see that every choice in faith that I made, in deference to my elders, worked out for the highest good, regardless of my initial struggles and opposing opinions.
Over the years I have come to trust the process, and, as I’ve grown and matured spiritually, I disagree less and less with the celestials, or with the human Gabriel for that matter. With Gabriel I find that he continues to share with me his own perceptions, etc. concerning almost every aspect of our reality, and he usually does not make decisions without consulting with me. We usually agree, though sometimes I submit to his discernment that is different from mine. I have also found that Gabriel usually asks me my opinions about something before crystallizing his own; I have always known his respect and love, though at times in the past, in my less mature self, I have felt angry and resentful when he has confronted me about something.
Since meeting the human Gabriel and our celestial friends, I have been more challenged than I had ever been before. For the first time in my life I met “persons” who saw me in a more complete way; they recognized and acknowledged both my virtues and my shortcomings at a very deep level.
I was used to being around people who loved, respected, and looked up to me. Sure they saw some of my limitations and imperfections, but not to the depth and breadth that those in Celestial Overcontrol did! And Gabriel was the first human being who discerned at the level he did, and sometimes I wanted to squeeze his head for it! In spite of all this, I knew that I had never (in this current life anyway) been loved and valued the way I was with this crew. It was a coming-of-age experience to discover that divine love wasn’t just mushy, sentimental, good-feely stuff.
Of course, growing up in an orderly and harmonious home with loving Christian parents who “practiced what they preached” contributed to my ability to accept the challenges of being aligned with Divine Administration and accepting the adjudication process. When growing up, my father was the strictest parent of all of my peers. Though there were times when I disliked him for his following through with consequences when I disobeyed him or broke certain rules, I never doubted his steady love for me. Though I didn’t always like my father’s stern admonishments over my selfishness, I knew he would always be there for me. So, as any child, I had mixed feelings about my parents. My lower self wanted them to let me slide and get away with my shenanigans, but my higher self (which at that time was often in the background) appreciated my parents’ discipline and tight reign, for I felt protected.
I share all of this with you because we humans, no matter how old (soul-wise) or how accomplished and skilled we are, are but mere children before Grandfather Paladin and the rest of those in Celestial Overcontrol. Remember how pitiful, and at times amusing, Gollum seemed in his shenanigans, in his back and forth routine between his higher and lower selves? I think we probably present similar scenarios to Celestial Overcontrol in our fluctuations between levels of understanding and responding.
I have learned that all of us ascending human beings need time to process difficult realizations, situations, and messages that confront us; for it does feel like confrontation when we encounter something that does not gel with our plans or beliefs or expectations.
We don’t have to choose Gollum’s outcome; our destiny is much greater and nobler. As you give yourselves time to grow into a higher understanding of the counsel of your elders (human and celestial), overcome moment to moment the Gollum-like whinings and snivelings that try to overtake your minds and hearts. Remember who you really are.
Teaching by Gabriel of Urantia
Individuals of true artistic talent in any field on this fallen world must realize that they are in a war, so to speak, and in order to succeed, that is to meet one’s God given-destiny, they need to be overcomers of many obstacles. It is much easier for a unspiritized soul to succeed since the fallen system is set up to complement the materialistic, non-spiritual mind.As spiritual warriors of the light brigade the obstacles for you are many and mighty. You must constantly be:
- Overcoming the wishes of parents for your careers over God’s will for you
- Overcoming the false security of third-dimensional paychecks
- Overcoming marriage to a person who is not a complement to your life’s calling
- Overcoming painful divorces where you feel emotionally and financially crippled, as well as separated from your children
- Overcoming being unable to move geographically to where you may have to go at certain times in your younger years to further your experience and career if necessary
- Overcoming false loyalties
- Overcoming misplaced compassion
- Overcoming having to keep a roof over your head with a low-paying job instead of tying yourself up in a higher-paying, more demanding job that would take more of your time away from your true dream
- Overcoming bacteria and viruses
- Overcoming getting too fat or too skinny
- Overcoming habits that prevent you from staying in good health
- Overcoming mad cow disease and the desire to eat hamburgers
- Overcoming the earth changes i.e. earthquakes, tornadoes, hurricanes, volcanic eruptions, and other natural disasters
- Overcoming terrorist attacks
- Overcoming the winter that makes you want to hibernate
- Overcoming negative films that seem to be all too common
- Overcoming boring and inane television programs
- Overcoming the oldies on the radio that keeps millions of listeners in the past
- Overcoming false friends and acquaintances who wish to keep you small like them
- Overcoming the jealousies of others who will not recognize your talent
- Overcoming your own sense of the fear of being great
- Overcoming lack of discipline in many areas of your life
- Overcoming procrastination
- Overcoming self pity
- Overcoming false pride
- Overcoming the sense of not being understood
- Overcoming all types of rejection
- Overcoming the feeling of getting too old to meet your destiny
- Overcoming misrepresentation by the corporate media (or by anyone else) once your higher message begins to get out there enough to make some difference
- Overcoming the time lag of justice on a fallen world
- Overcoming the lower mass consciousness of the dominate culture
Once you begin to express new thoughts to the commonplace minds, you challenge their belief systems, their way of life. To advance up the ladder of higher consciousness, you must decide that you are going to lose loved ones family members, friends, and hopeful friends. You must be willing to be misunderstood and misrepresented. The higher you are willing to climb the spiritual steps, the lonelier the search becomes.
February 15, 2004
- Posted in Global Change Teachings